Charmaine :D: January 2009

Saturday, January 24, 2009

you left me
without even warning me that you're going to leave.
seeing you lie on the bed was the last time i saw you still breathing.
you looked more thinner than before,
more pale,
and i know that you are experiencing more pain than ever.
but
you left the world soon after that.
i know it do hurts upon knowing that you're going to leave your loved ones,
leaving with Jesus,
to a place that much more better than better than earth,
much more peaceful than earth,
and there's no pain there, only happiness.

i hope you will be better than as compared to living on earth.
love you.. :)

Saturday, January 17, 2009

so long never post alr.
really lazy to post men.

but first 2weeks of school was still okay! :D
apart from the training la.
i hate it men!

it does seems that, the more training we have, the more worst the relationship between batchmates got worst. i have no idea why this is happening, but that the truth, its whats happening to us now.
i dread going for training, knowing what is going to occur after that.
hatred starting to occur, misunderstandings...
i know ppl will change, but drastic changes is not something a normal person could take.
had you even see that your temper is worst now.
you scream at us just because we did fall in , in time.
you told jing2 to respect the paper, but what are you doing to the paper in the end.
you told izzati to throw the paper back to you. =.=

i know everyone is tired after training. we are all stressed up, but we are not some stupid things that you vent yours anger on us. you give us all the what the hell attitude?!
we are humans too okays. it's not just you. we are all tired after training too.
do you know that you smile lesser now.
your face was no emotions.
we dread going near you.
do you even know?
and worst after all,
we are all pissed off with you.