today!!! training lo.. lols. tired.. but then very funny. the seniors make me laugh like siao siao. cos they do lots of funny stuff. so like that lo.. but when they de-brief us on the performance today, kind of happy b'cos we have improved in our drills!! HOOTS~
went to eat dinner with huihui then went home le. but i took the bus myself. kind of lonely. nevermind! got friends around.. *kind of scary.. lols.
people taking A or O.. jiayou! jiayou! must endure! cannot slack!! *not sure are they still taking A but just jiayou!! WOOTS~ slack is can lah, but cannot too slack lah, like rest for a while can lah.. lols.
love you guys out there!!! <3

hope i did not post the last post.. com got a bit siao siao. sad lo.. T.T haix! forget it. can use can liao.
my cousin gave me tips. no to wirte so much words on the blog. okay lo. don't write so much.*wink lols.

monday: went for training. damm tired. training so tired-ing de lo.. all we do in training is just marching and marching. legs are all ache-ing. went back home after that.

today: went to library with loo. so guai hor?! lols. i'm so self-praising.. *blush lols. saw bri and hui jia. fool around for awhile then headed for home. loo came my house to watch 'fang yang de xing xing'. the show very interesting lo.. lols. she went back home after that.

yesterday,

eh. went to school. miss tham was talking a lot of crap lo. i was practially sleeping. the morning assembly was like more that half an hour?! lame lo.

before i get back my report book, mr ng was like talking about what the morning assembly was about. it was so bored, until jingwen told him to make it short and sweet. lols. get back report book.. T.T it was bad.. althought never fail any subject but then still very bad. only got 2 A2 only... sobs.. then all is B3, B4, C5. no C6 so kind of happy. *wink. but still is the last day of school, my first year in jurong just passed like that?! it was fast!! but the whole class was still going into the same class in sec 2.. that's a good and a bad news.. b'cos is still in the same class with the beautiful, responsible, clever, emo, lame and practially containing everything a guy wanted to see it in girls, gals! but still in the same class with some irrating guys, lame guys, clever guy, and just and type of guy you can name, you can find it in my class.. X)

after school, went to jurong point meet people. eat kfc, waked around then went back home with that person. need people to fix my com.. sad lo. com got vrius. all yingda's fault!!! send that whatever vrius to me, make my com siaox siaox one.. but then still cannot leh. T.T forget it. need to send for reformating lo. $$ fly away just like that.. nevermind! wei le my com, spend lesser $$ now..

went to sakae so eat dinner!! WOOH~ hardly daddy and mummy so generous unless got special
occasion or they are free. damm happy! HOOT~ *wink. ate alot!! lols. :D

ate tako and chiwamushi!!! <3>

today,

woke up. realised that i'm crying?! b'cos did a bad dream, don't quite remember the content of it. washed up. ate breakfast, bath and went out again. went to my aunt house. b'cos going out with them to orhard road. reached there, while waiting for my uncle to come back first, switched on the com and online. talked with weikian. then later talking to huihui, sir andy and sir weehao. i was practially laughing through the whole conversation. ;P then went offline.

went to orhard road to shop. brought 2 big packets of chips from marks and spencers. three clothing from bossin. i was shocked too! first time brought so many clothings from bossin?! lols. i know is pathetic. :D lols. went to eat at the soup restaruant. eat until very full! and the food there was simply great!!!

went back home. bath and drank more than a cup of wine.. lols. only contain a bit of alchol only. . lols. so now kind of gong gong one.. lols. nevermind lah. since tomorrow no school then EXAMS over!!! HOOT~ *wink.

Love you all FOREVER! huihui, choupi, momo, obbu and hamsterdear!! love for you all will never change!! you all know who who are!! Love!!<33

today.

went to school.*sleepy haha.. today at last everyone come le!!! jasmin, jingwen and karna came to school! i asked jasmin why and she gave me the lamest reason?! she pon school with meiqi and rebecca! lame right! where can just like that pon school de lo. must obey the rules of the school. must have parents letter or mc then can be absent from school. arhzz! don't care lah! since exams end le. some more school going to end le, should be okay ba.. hope so.. at class slept alot of times b'cos very tired. don;t know why leh.. slept at 10 plus, woke up at 6 plus. still very tired leh. haix...

went to recess with them.. very crazy, them.. espically jasmin and karna.. they are like, attemping to kiss me.. haha. i told them like that will make me have bad memories in my mind.. lols. but that's make them more attemping to kiss my cheek... tired lo. make me run and run..

went back to class for lessons again! very bored.. face that mr ng!! how will not sianx. don't like him lo. everytime use his own methods to understand us. how can a teacher be like that?! then he very lame lo. everytime treat us like primary school kids!!! haix. forget it. one more day and free of mr ng!!! yeah!!!

end school. went to momo's house!! b'cos need to wait for obbu, hui hui and choupi to end their SLC meeting. reached momo's house, ate the cookies baked by her. haha. but she cannot eat. felt so sad for her. watched kids central to kill time.. laugh until stomach pain lo. sianx liao then switched on her com then played. saw weehao's msg.. wah! can you believe,i can talk to a senior that i'm not very close to for about 45 minutes plus plus.. not bad right. but then now can hardly online on msn. b'cos computer got a bit of problem so like that lo.. like that very sian lo.. forget it.. waited for obbu, hui hui and choupi until 2 plus. hungry until don't know what to say lo..

they came at last!! all went to momo's house, made a din there. lols. then choupi played secrets on momo's piano. not so bad. still very touching although i heard that alot of times le.. haha. then hui hui made up a new nick for momo, luan man man. lols. then we all call hui hui, lian yuan yuan. lols... the nick not bad right?! of course lah. i make up one leh..

went to jurong point with them! ate at kopitam. broke liao. the cheapest place to eat. but the food there are better that those fastfood restaurants lo.. *wink lols.. went to popular to buy a file then went back home.

yesterday,

haha. went to school! very tired, want to sleep.. sleep in class. jingwen did not come to school b'cos she got dental appointment. she went to extract 2 teeth! so in class only left me, jasmin and karna only!! it's kind of bored but we still gossip here and there lo.. lols. girls mah, at least will gossip a bit about friends mah. people concern about friend so like that lo.. so the conversation is ______... clever de you all slowly guess what we talking about ba..

school ended... went to mac with karna and kaqin.. very unexpected ba.. i also think so leh. first time went to mac with kaqin.. karna pon her higher mother tongue to just eat with me... lols. then kaqin asked why i break with weeboon. wah very sian leh!! everyone also ask the same question. cannot be more creative meh? haix. forget it. then explained to her why lo.... eat until full full liao then went to 7-eleven. karna wanna buy some stuffs there. when we walked out of mac, karna told me that someone is looking at me as we walked out. i asked her who then she tell my eben?! ekkz!!! very gross seh! those kind of guys don't want also can! lols. but then really very gross lo.

bought things for 7-eleven. then headed for home...

today,

went to school. karna and jasmin never come to school. so only left me and jingwen in class.. i don't know why jasmin never come to school. karna got medical check-up so never come to school.. so i'm kinda worried for jas. very scared anything would happened to her lo. am i just scare-ing myself? hope so...

chinese lesson played uno with stella, sharlene and wanping. played until very funny. but every time alos i win! lols. i'm so shame-less. everytime praise myself.. lols. but then played with them very fun lo. they everytime wanna make the person with the least cards draw alot. lols. like that makes the game more interesting mah. lols.

school ended quite early today. went home with shanna and shuhui.. talk with them will stomach ache de lo. we can practically talk about anything gross os funny. lols. b'cos we are all so friendly!! lols. at home is kind of bored. some more felt kinda sick. walk also kind of fainting fainting like that. haix. must tell mummy that i need to see a doctor liao. felt very restless. all energy seh. all used up in the morning?!:) lols. should eat spinach like paipai the saliorman!! lols.

don't tell me anything about him,

don't ask me anything bout him,

i just don't wanna hear his name.

so stop mentioning his name in front

of me.

he has got nothing to do with me..

just reached home! lols. went to bugis with loo, jaswenn, jo and co. haha. when there to just eat then play acarde at the basement. we ate at V8?! we of course not that rich lah. go there, only called three set meals then 5 people share. like that cheaper, some more we are not really very hungry also.b'cos most of us ate breakfast at home liao so did not really feel very hungry. this applied to everyone of us except co!

played at the arcade(at the basement one) until very shoick! lols. first play remix 5! then the guns. the guitar machines come next. lastly! the drums!! lols. *wink but forget to play the cars. cos to engross in playing the grum machine! hit until like wanna die liao lo. got 5 drums with a foot stepping thing. like that hit will not die meh?! unless you are the experts liao lah. that one then another story liao... the guitar. haix. don't say better. i played with jingwen until wanna die le. so heavy then my rythm very fail-ing de lo. so more worst. haha.

went to walk around bugis after playing at the arcade. went to the kids arcade at BHG! got sweets there! lols. never steal hor! is played the games there then get it one. l0ls.

then sianx ler. so when to jurong east there to take neo! wah! i never wear specs then talk neo, take until very funny lo. the eyes cannot see de. only can see black black de only. then felt very hungry, went to mac to eat dinner. sad lo, need to settle dinner myself. haha. no lah. b'cos since there liao, so settle myself lo. or later go back home liao, also don't know what time le, will starve to death de lo...

then when onto the railway. saw qiuying and her friend. which happened to jingwen's ex-schoolmates. jingwen actually also know qiuying one de lo. b'cos they in the same kinergarden mah. so like that lo. then qiuying still as emo as ever! we laugh until stomachache lo.. then she wanna be counciler, don't understand why leh. is not as thought very fun. haix hard to understand living beings.. haha. i'm one too..

then reached home...

went to edlewiss*something like that, i don't know how to spell =X* park(condo?!), odd name ba... went there to do some house cleaning. need to climb up and down, b'cos got two storey. the bottom is the rooms, the second storey is the panhouse. but i just sat there and did nothing.. *tongue stick out b'cos the adults tell to me to just sit around, leave those jobs to them. go there rots seh!! damm boring lo. cannot go down also. they scared people will kidnap me?! lols. lame reasons..
in the evening went to my cousin's house. hehe. go there see the adults play majong. cannot play b'cos i never bring money there.. sobs. as i wait for my cousins to come, i read teenage! very nice!! got bang bang tang(wang zi very shuai!!!), wu zun and zhang shao han! the rest is not so bad. never read propely b'cos reaad until half way, my cousins came! we went into the room and played com. then talked about whether the guy still got pester me or not. i laugh throughout the whole conversation. they talked until very funny lo. *the content is private.. *wink
had my dinner there. watched liaozai for awhile then went back to edlewiss park again. do last minute cleaning then headed for home. on the way back when to mobile to buy some stuffs. brought ice-cream! yeah!!
tml no school so today don't need to sleep early. tml going out with friends! still not sure going where but should be somewhere with arcade.. :) but then quite early must wake up leh. meet them at 12. damm early lo!! haix. should had tell them to to at least later lo. *regret..

today?! tired. although i sleep until 11 plus but i'm still very tired. eaten my breakfast, the whole family did house cleaning!!! my room is in a mess!!! i took 2 hours(?!) to clean my room! the rubbish is like a mountain?! not bad right, hardly can clean my room until so clean lo..

after that i had a lunch!! eat until stomach want to explode le.the whole family is like just sat infront of the telly and watch finish the series dics that i bought on monday?! cool right? hardly can find the whole family to sit infront of the telly to watch a particular show.. and the most important thing is that i watched finish the whole show le!!! congrats me ba!!! lols. very interesting lo..

at the evening, we went to red hill to eat stingray(don't be too jealous worx)!!! we went to ntuc after that. then i bought alot things!! food... lols. i even bought a bottle of wine. but only 4.5% of alchol only.. so drink the whole bottle also will not drunk de lo.
done not many thing today but i'm still very tired.. lols. i'm so like a pig seh. only know how to eat, sleep, play only. lols.. but next time see me, don't say i'm like a pig worx..

yoz! tired! that's only what i can say..
today got the whatever performance. and was so lame... although only 1 or 2 performance(s) is/are interesting. lols. but as long as they did their best is what's the important..

red cross training come back wanna die le!! but before that i went to kfc with izzati and jingjing. we are just like some kids that had not eaten for days! we are so hungry after the training.. lesson and footdrills are all that we had for training today. but it still take up alot of energy. after we had eaten, they say they wanna go eat ice kachang.. then we walked all the way to the foodmall at seng siong. on our way there, we saw jaslyn and her friends. then they like looked at me then don't know what did they talked about. i and jingjing say they every time gossip gossip, then everytime also the same thing, will not sianx one meh? they should be more creative mah.. lols..
we accidentally make izzati angry then very scary lo.. even shu hui also don't dare to make her angry lo. she angry that time, nothing can make her change her attiude towards you lo, until she's not angry anymore then she will talk to you again. very scary hor. jingjing also very scared of her lo..

karna suddenly faint during the SLC camp.. omg?! what actually happened? she was admitted to west point hospital.. i'm not sure, but they say her nametag cut her chin then she fainted.. something like that. i'm not very sure too.. next time then ask her what actually happened ba...

haix. now no one at home. it's kinda scary lo. b'cos alone at home mah. hope they faster come back..

today, haix.. feel hungry all day!! ;p
most of the time im always hungry.. are there worms in my stomach?many worms! omg! or am i just scaring myself. hmm. i should go and do a x-ray, to find out if is there really worms in my stomach!

the changing of classes make me very mixed up. 1-2 changed to 4-a, 1-3 changed to 4-C, 1-4 changed to 4-5! so if your class is changed too then high-five!!! lols. but i rather they don't change the classes! so i will not have a had time finding my chinese class. lucky we did not walked around the whole school to find my chinese class, or i should be dead by then.

almost every one are rotting in class(for the girls only). no D&T!! don't know why... but it's kinda 'good'. but it's quite boring to stay in class with that boring teacher(old old de ;p). we are just like sitting in the class playing the board game brought by xuejing. im so jealous of those guys! although i don't know what are they doing during home econ...

chinese are boring lessons too! the worst is, before chinese is maths! the most boring lesson that i had and i slept in the class. haha. that's not the first time anyway. lols.

im really so emo nowdays meh? how come i don't realised it..

today!!! very hungry!!! how?! lol. any kind people can give me some food? i'm really very hungry... hehe. today no art lesson so can come to the com lab and post~!!!!
but then got a bit sianx lo. the changing of class make me until gong gong one!!! which make me more hungry!!! lol.
got to go! hehe later then post again!!

forget something again!! ;p

am i always so forgetful? any suggestion so that i would be so forgetful again?! and no such suggestions like memory cards!!

today!! met GABRIEL on 243?! wah! very unlucky! b'cos on the whole trip, he had be nelson here and nelson there! very sianx de lo. don't like means don't like liao mah. where can force de. anyways someone that you are meant to be together, will be together de mah. but i might get a bar of choco! heavenly! so taking the same bus with gabriel was not a bad thing eventually.

haix! most of my friends are all SC! then they all have camp preparations to do, b'cos that camp is coming, this friday(if i'm not wrong). lucky jaswenn not in SC but then if she being in SC also not bad lah.. all of them in SC than sometimes maybe can get advantages! lols. but most of them are in performing arts, so sometimes will be very sianx b'cos thay have compeitions and performance and suchs, then need to stay back and practise.. poor me... T.T

one piece of advise from the feng du pian pian de charmaine:people who are meant to be together, will meet one day, so you don't have to be afraid that no one jio-ing now b'cos the right person have not appear in your life yet. but maybe that person is just right beside you. so must take more notice about people around you. you might find someone special, who you did not find he/she special in the past. so just take more notice about people around you.

Haix!today get back my results which was terrible!!
History-40.5/80
D & T-76/100
chinese compo-48/70
chinese paper2-69/90
chinese oral-33/40
maths paper1-28/50
maths paper2-31.5/50
physics-23/34
chemistry-21/33
biology-24/33
english paper1-29/60
english paper2-27/60
Arhz!!! very sad.. get so low.. not even sure if i'm able to promote to sec 2!! T.T
haix. only can hope that my english oral would get better grades...
today so tired. need to climd out of bed so early(?!). can sleep longer better..

i found out something too. almost the whole sec 2-2 know me! wah lao can't i just have apeaceful secondary school life?! if you all have any gruges with me, confront me and don't just say them behind my back!

YAA! forget something! haha..
bought lots of things yesterday which cast them to have a hole in their pocket.. ;D but then i only bought 2 short pants, a pair of shoes and a series disc only. less then 100 bucks!! so should be will not burn a hole de hor. lols.
it's kind of boring when looking that this kind of weather, RaINiNG!!! haix. but i do perfer raining days compared to sunny days.. lols. kind of odd right? lols. b'cos i'm a guaitai!!! lols.
i realised that luo zhi xiang's songs are not bad too! especially 完美情人 and 几分. lols. you guys can go listen!! they sounded great!!!

i think that i could really forget you. our relationship will never be what we used to be, you make everything change with just one sentence, so nothing will change the fact forever.
today can be considered as a good day. haha.. stayed up all night last night, just to watch the show. lols. but the show was really interesting. er. it's kind of bored staying at home the whole day, b'cos no one to accompany me to go out. T.T but it's kind of fun (a bit?!), b'cos get to listen to the songs that someone gave me recently.
ice angel blog was great! you could find stories that are interesting, and so much real but some are kind of dramatic. lols. you could link from my blog.
wish everyone a happy day!!

oct 6
haix why do we have to see each other almost everyday? seeing you is like a torture to me. the worst is seeing you with another girl. even any girls will not stand it also. when then you can understand how i'm feeling now? you feel that i'm alright but i'm not. you only thought of yourself being heart-broken, but do you ever thought of me being hurt too? haix forget it, what past had past. we should not let it affect us. just think of the future and now. and cherish what we have now and not thinking of the heart-brokening past.....